do what you love, and screw the rest.

screw this dumbass english paper! i dont know what to write at all, and its supposed to be around 3 pages. yeah right. guess ill be better at rambling on here :P

today actually went alright, i was dreading it when i woke up, but its been okay. went by pretty fast so far. english for 3 hours is gonna blow though. i cant wait for everything that is going on this weekend! class and work tomorrow, and then bourbon with hootie and other cool peeps! i dont know what to wear though… :/ kinda scurred about that one. probably staying over his house afterwards, which means that i wont be getting any sleep at all lol. um um um, what else… lets see… photoshoot friday during the day, that should be fun! then going home AGAIN to get my mirror put on my car, and then babysitting 6-midnight. then OWL CITY ON SATURDAY! yay! cant wait! road trip with my bff, and going to see a totally awesome show! sunday im recouperating, ill need that, then probably taking more pictures that day so i can get my assignment done. ive been trying to stay on top of homework this semester so im not fucked like i was last semester. gotta bust ass this time and not be so lazy. been slacking with the gym too, that needs to change asap. worried about muns, cuz i messed up my timesheet for the photolab. :|. super lame. but hopefully i will get muns from tech connection so i have enough to go to virginia saturday! but im excited and i hope i wont be as stressed out this semester like the last one!

also been thinking about softball a lot. its gonna be really hard not playing this year. i got lucky with finding a team around school for the summer last year, but there is no way i can find another one like that this year. and since im not playing for school either, thats a bummer. im really gonna miss it. there is no way i would be able to go watch a game cuz i will be upset the whole time. i wanna play, not sit and watch. i might talk to nicole though and maybe play rugby or football or SOMETHING down at college park. i need something to keep me active, im not the type of person to juss go to the gym all of the time. i get bored with that, and i feel embarrassed, thats why i dont like going. need to start getting in hella shape for my cousins wedding, so i will look good in that dress and maybe get some hotties in the process. ;) we shall see! we never know what the future holds, but i hope that its something good for me! :)